How I Feel

Heartbroken I’m crying right at the scene Mind always gone So No bye when I leave Mama don’t care So I live with myself Pops been gone Made a man of myself Searching for love never wanna be found I guess my time ain’t now Going back and forth with my demons Everyday tryna find better reason To not kill myself I struggled with depression Friends ain’t there for me drugs ain’t there for me guess it’s my destiny To give up now Maybe if I die They Would care for me now even got sisters and brother that don’t even check on me Wow I’m just tryna convince myself Maybe one day I might get some help Or just wake up and decide I just wanna hang myself I can’t take no more time by myself Realize the best ain’t the best for me It’s make a recipe Knowing especially This is Hurt deep To the 10th degree You better best believe