Feelings

Changed up cause I came up I remember crazy ways that I had made up I remember lazy days that I been laid up Damn pretty girl with the heels and the make up And I remember darker days that I would back out Catch myself sipping on pinky's until I pass out People ask about my changes, I took the trash out Left a few behind cause they couldn't cut the crap out And I'm out here bitching 'bout things I'm missing Got other people bitching 'bout the way I'm living Unconventional, I know that but please don't take any pictures I minding my own building businesses and wrong decisions And I'm still out here preaching 'bout a lotta things I regret I'm out here playing dummy happy I just say I forget I'm out here grinding for the fam are you feelin' me yet I'm out here working double shifts until it's victory lap And I'm getting attention I've done some crazy shit I do not mention, preventing tensions It doesn't go a long way before I talk dimensions And question others cause I don't know 'bout their true intentions And I still think about the consequences Circumstances, got me thinking 'bout the chances I use my advantages to break free from the masses Cause if it's always greener that's a lotta grasses We both in our zone, we just use different grasses I'm tryna make my way I'm swerving through this shit like I how to play the game I'm earning titles like entitlements are made up for my name I don't care 'bout what you think cause I'm not in it for the fame And I really lost some real ones to the game Lost some real ones to the game It was hard to leave 'em then and I still feel the pain Yeah I still feel the pain Shit