Love / Hate

Ay Cause too many people are falling Too many people are changing I don't even know what they saying Prolly think that I have go'n crazy Prolly that's why they had stopped calling We just on a different kinda level That's why lately you can catch me stalling Used to give up money for their needs Faked their love to get along with me Smiling, laughing, calling me they B Now it's only text if we can meet Now it's only, "Ay, cook me beat" Still around though cause I can not leave Still afraid of losing what I "need" Guess they don't know what I even mean Cause I don't know what friends are still real I don't know with who to share a meal I could to tell how other people feel Now I can't tell love from my hate Figured that I'd want people to stay But no other has the right intentions Only think about they own plate Only think about they own good Same thing counts for all the bitches Never think about the whole picture Only think 'bout when to get the nails done Only talk 'bout when to get a new car Bitch you ain't important, get a new man Keep complaining, I don't wanna hear none Isolate myself, I am on a mission Used to have a hard time writing Thought that I ain't seen a lotta things Guess I blocked out everything that stings Now I write like William on Locrine Now it's only hard shit that I fling Now it's only crazy shit I swing Now it's only real shit that I bring But I'm only starting something new Lost a lotta people on my crew Lost a lotta people on the journey Guess they couldn't keep up with the few Guess they couldn't live the life I do Bet you wanted me to carry you Then I got some real bad news for you Life is hard, do what you gotta do That's what I did to all of my doubts Always keep another plan around Never called for needing help out loud Fact, I never needed none of that Knew my life was gonna be like that Knew my life ain't gonna be that easy Still I'm getting all I ever asked That's what happens when you're moving fast All I did was dreaming up my plans Knowing when to throw it in the trash I had homies thinking they can rap I had people following my steps Litteraly copying my tracks But I can not leave 'em in the past Loving what I hate, that's facts Yeah That's facts Ay That's facts Yeah That's facts Yeah But there's no one around me No one around me, no There's no one around me No one around me to stay But there's no one around me No one around me, no There's no one around me No one around me to stay