Feeling Alone

Lately I just been about my own shit New number new phone shit Finna take a soul trip When I feel low I just get Don't even recognise myself and I be fucking all these girls but that won't ever stop me Can't think about your needs I need my own first I can't trust nobody else's got my own word I gotta soul search Cutting through the ends Shit don't feel the same again Ain't welcome at my mums We still need to make amends I use to cross the road to go check menace Every day we spent is cherished Cos now we gotta check him where he's laid to rest T Rabz on the block less than the wing that's why I hate the feds I just pray this time around that he can take the stress I use to pray for change Then God gave me a penny for my thoughts it ain't the same It feels like I made a trade for less But I embrace the change it's good when everything is new But it hard to make adjustments when that's everything I knew And this doubting family be judging everything I do I don't wanna hear opinions you ain't stepping in my boots I no longer tell them hold me down cos they might take it literally I keep my distance but I miss em that's the cost of living free You never attempted or tried stepping where I'm heading how the f*ck you gonna question me or question my direction that's why Lately I just been about my own shit New number new phone shit Finna take a soul trip When I feel low I just get Don't even recognise myself and I be fucking all these girls but that won't ever stop me Can't think about your needs I need my own first I can't trust nobody else's got my own word I gotta soul search Tired of fucking all these girls I need some romance Feeling alone but can't express that as a grown man Tryna stumble on my wife I'm tryna divert these errands I know he's dead and he won't answer tryna dial up my bredrin Is this insanity or loneliness Feeling like this can't be Gods but I still know it is Feels like I got no choice I go with it I woulda burnt some pages if I knew he wrote this in Everybody can't come alone Nobodies perfect always acknowledge when I was wrong And I want you to do the same I ain't asking you for a lot But you can do your thing I'm just working I'll carry on Feeling alone but it's just me and God Hella shit up on my chest woulda thought I need to cough Still got nothing to say about it So all I go do is just pray about it cos Lately I just been about my own shit New number new phone shit Finna take a soul trip I'm When I feel low I just get Don't even recognize myself and I be fucking all these girls but that won't ever stop me Can't think about your needs I need my own first I can't trust nobody else's got my own word I gotta soul search