Break Me Open

Break me open Hurry up I'm so tired Of feeling stuck All these sad days Got me down And it's spinning my head around And round How can you say you understand my mind or where I'm from When you ain't seen the pit or the hole I crawl from I'm been scratching at the surface like please let me in Accept me in now I'm tired like hell I'll break my way in Pockets looking empty and you looking like meal Battling with myself like I should take this quick steal Like He got it I'm doing worse than him and chances getting away could be slim but I'm tired Living like When I'm gone catch a break I'm taking hits like I hope this fake When will i come awake This got to be a dream waking up at night like I want to scream I'm pretending everything ok can only last so long All the fake smiling and play along Ways on you they don't understand what's wrong with you I wish I could smile for you I wish I could laugh for you But how can I when I got nothing left No tears for you Break me open Hurry up I'm so tired Of feeling stuck All these sad days Got me down And it's spinning my head around And round I know a lot of niggas now that I didn't know then I knew a lot of niggas then that I don't know now The same one's I would give me last too Now they like who even ask you You shouldn't be asking for it back how dare you I don't even remember what you did Knowing i can draw a list on this kid I been nothing but patience waiting on good to come around Like I'm stuck with some kind of bad luck on a merry go round look I been chasing this dream since I was 13 When Ty gave me the mic it was something he seen Fast forward years later no one left on the team See that's the differences between you and me I believe I can see it And because it's me that make it that much harder for you to see it Same old cycle when I'ma break free When my life gone change and I'm finally debt free Speaking into this mic like who can hear me I remember that pass from that label Nearly destroyed me Break me open Hurry up I'm so tired Of feeling stuck All these sad days Got me down And it's spinning my head around And round