From Within

Ay, oh, i said good lord Boy you need to watch yo' mouth, now this a windy road This a open note This a open note This might open doors, I think they really know And I ain't drippin' gold, but I be shinnin' greater They should fuckin' know, its a fuckin' no brainer I want it all and more, I had to get my weight up I wish that I had known, my mind is never made up Cold blooded might get bloody, cocaine got they nose runny Binge on it, just to reach summit I don't need y'all, I don't need nothin' Play my cards with no hallmark, setback with no relapse These bitches be mad as hell, hit my phone and I don't read that Money comin' and it never slowed, money comin' and it never go Been a sinner but I let it show, callin' on me but you never rode Whoa, met a couple like you, spin 'em in rotation Now I'm done with all the chasin', and I'm killing all the traces So I take two shots and then I lean back (Back, back, back) Second chances I don't need that (Yeah) If I come up let 'em swarm on the team If I make a hundred thousand, let it rain on 'em man 'Cause I was born to fucking fly on this cloud nine And the music bangin' through the stages of the whole night Dream-life been my mission, never finished, had to get it how I live Happiness is not struggle when you livin' from within This how life go, mine's on life support Looking back through the side door Spent long nights with my eyes open Popped a pill and it dawned on me, been this way since a young boy Called me out on the same story, I replied in my calm voice And I want love but i just don't These ladies wanna play dirty, no dish soap Hips is movin', I've been zoned, in a cold sweat, she didn't bring her soul What am I paying for? In her city with my hands full, what a gamble But i ran on, and I'm stayin' low, when my head gone Cut ya name out like the middleman Listen here, I'm an animist, sippin' amethyst Conversations with my parents tryin' talk me out of this But I end up running back to this And spend it all on accident Accumulating damages Fulfilling all my fantasies The reign gon' fall so wrathfully I kill this shit so naturally They go and try to prove themselves, they'll never be the half of me Rap's sounding like rhapsody, I got the crown like cavities They praying on my casualty, but this is what they asked of me So I take two shots and then I lean back (Back, back, back) Second chances I don't need that (Yeah) If I come up let 'em swarm on the team If I make a hundred thousand, let it rain on 'em man 'Cause I was born to fucking fly on this cloud nine And the music bangin' through the stages of the whole night Dream-life been my mission, never finished, had to get it how I live Happiness is not struggle when you livin' from within Mind no hater It's a cold lake I'll let 'em all drown, would you calm down? I make the paper and its all mine Been a long while It's a long night Missing all the old times, been missing you since 09 Contraband my whole life, sit in court like "oh why?" Stay afloat, and never fold, you gotta get ya own shine Promised not to drop us, what you need upon command? And at some point your heart was breakin' cuz I swore to be your man And it could of been a setup, woulda never known Had to get my head up, had a head hope Had to understand it when I had go Running independent, never had a vote Hard to fix it, need an antidote This, remember, was a common goal, when the problems on ya gotta let em go I've seen a lot of ghosts, I've seen a lot of ghosts And then betrayed your trust and never had emotion Falling back here 'cause I caught the potion, just remember all the lies you throwin' Striking out here with your altered motives Yeah, motherfuckers wanna Wanna see him go fall in the state of mind But I'm never really falling, I'm descending by Make an appearance when I'm winning But you've never been a friend of mine