4 YEARS

This is for myself, after four years of trying To hold on to a love, from the beginning it was dying Someday, it won't last, always Never close the door, if you do baby leave the key Under the mat so I can come and go when I please And you know, I tried to hold you close Damn it all was toxic, and I loved your toxic energy Drove me really crazy, gave me hopeful synergy You know, this all would so wrong And I don't wanna feel your touch again If you're not all mine, what's the point of this This all was stupid, it was reckless and I loved it Cause I never had loving, I remember how you looked at me That stare was just too sweet, too sweet Had to let it go, let it go Leave him alone, it's not your home Gotta build my own, but I don't know Leave him alone, it's not your home Gotta build my own, so I let it go Let it go, it's not your home Gotta leave him alone, gotta build my own Gotta build my own It turns out, how it turned out But it's done now, it's done now I'ma let go, I'ma let go