Alot on my mind

Yea they gone play with heart Just to see what I do Just to see how I'm living Niggas gone hate Cause I'm popping But ion give ah f*ck I'm stedda bopping I'm tryna f*ck up ah check They out here playing russian roulette I'm tryna f*ck up ah bag I'm tryna f*ck up this cash Most of these bitches Ain't down fr Most of these niggas ain't riding fr Gotta stop with them lies it just traumatize Girl you said you wouldn't leave but you left my side Tell me how I'm to feel It's alot on my mind I needa find time Just to heal from the pain That is trapped That is trapped inside I don't know why But I needa find time It's alot on my mind I needa find time Just to heal from the pain That is trapped That is trapped inside And I don't know why But I needa find time F*ck all the friends I do not need no friends I'm good on my own I got it all on my own Where the f*ck was the friends When I needed friends Grandma she told me To put up that money Don't f*ck it up Then I turned around and f*ck it up Barely had enough to pay my bills Pops the only keeped it real Pops the only one keeped it trill Tryna take care of my baby Sometimes it get hard Why it be hard why it be hard Yea young nigga on that avenue Living all in that bottom Tryna make it out of that bottom Thoon wanna see me win Thoon wanna see me win yea It's alot on my mind I needa find time Just to heal from the pain That is trapped That is trapped inside I don't know why But I needa find time It's alot on my mind I needa find time Just to heal from the pain That is trapped That is trapped inside And I don't know why But I needa find time