Eastside

They say when you lose you gain Still trying to work this shit out Like why I feel this way Not knowing what I want when you're a call away Its always been that way, trying to ease my pain I go insane, still the one I blame See telling you I love you shit I mean it when I say that shit F*ck him for the f*ck of it not knowing you're the thought of it I might be a thot for it but don't you know you started it Now came back want all of it, now I treat you part of it Cautious your the cause of it, not sure if you want all of it Stop you just from proving it, Cause I can't leave the one I'm with Hard to say my mouth is full handing out my hearts a fool keep on Bending all the rules like lying don't catch up to soon He hit me on the East side made him my side, Don't know why I left to soon I'm numb to you He hit me on the East side was down to ride, Don't know why I chose up soon I'm used to you Don't know why I lead you two, now my heart is blue When your hearts as numb as you the damage it can do Not knowing who's worth knowing you so decide to use the two Never thought to think this through I want you both I can't decide know its wrong but I can't lie Put my guard up played both side Dealt with fool who waste my time Figured you was just like them so if I did you wrong my bad Influenced by vile men An bitches who was just like them And my chest is made of steel And my heart just needs a fill An I know that you can tell For real He hit me on the East side made him my side, Don't know why I left to soon I'm numb to you He hit me on the East side was down to ride, Don't know why I chose up soon I'm used to you