Where'd Yo Life Go

I thought I have time, to be a better dad And all along time, was some I never had Your future already came, I'm still stuck up in that past Damn shol wish I could change it, cause this is just sad I wish it was a fad, I wish it wasn't real life Seen it happen to others now I know what it feels like And I don't wanna feel it, cause nah, it don't feel right You say my baby gone, man you cannot be for real Phif She was only 17, what you mean, she a queen You can tell by her smile, she had high self esteem Definitely one of the women that the world gon' need Take your hands off her cancer, why didn't you let her breathe All her friends and family forever love her, gon' miss her And I'm sorry that I waited too long, just to kiss her I'm sorry that I waited too long, just to meet her And now face to face I will never get to see her (Ever) He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry you couldn't stay too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry that I waited too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) Somebody tell me what it means, to even have a dream When a nightmare is a part of the scene Time really doesn't care bout anything in between You wanna do it, do it now, cause man death is really mean And it's coming really fast, this shit put me on my ass And if it wasn't for your siblings, yeah your dad would've crashed And I try to be stoic but it hurts really bad Why couldn't I be heroic, and do something to make you last Why couldn't I disarm the bomb, and protect you from the blast Why couldn't I reach out my arm, and grab your life fo it was snagged Why couldn't this be like a movie, where we don't kill off the cast Why I gotta feel this regret, that shit that make you wanna spaz And I know not being there made you and your sister mad And I'll never forget all the texts that made you laugh And you want your nails done, so you ask, I send you cash Just wanted to make you happy like I am to be your dad He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry you couldn't stay too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry that I waited too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) This the worst time ever, man I never ever Imagined a pain could derive to such level It's like we not knowing if we coming or we going We paying or we owing, is it raining or it's snowing What's really life's purpose, why we got it but ain't knowing Does it really have something to do with reaping and sowing And feelings of nostalgia is what keep them tears pouring In other words those the wings that keep us all soaring When you wake up in the morning why couldn't I be your protection Why couldn't I be that father that guided you with direction Why you couldn't get to grow old, have kids and a wedding Why you didn't get to live your life, girl this so upsetting Can't believe we even talked about what you wanted to be And how the only thing that matter is what you wanted from me Is it possible to want something so bad you lose it If I could turn back no doubt I'll choose it He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry you couldn't stay too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) He made you smart He made you strong He made you beautiful I'm sorry that I waited too long Where yo life go (where it go) Where yo life go (where it go) We will forever love you, Tajah My baby girl