Routine

You tried teaching me a lesson, but I ain't with that stressing What we got is a blessing, so why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine What I carry got me strong, the money coming long, why can't we just get along And why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine Are we on Okay Yo, hey turn my headphones up, just a little bit Yeah, look You complete my circle, but I can tell that you care none If you did, we wouldn't always end up back at square one Scenario, I'm an idiot, you say I'm acting crazy again You're too busy spending your happy days with your friends Your face never grins, I can tell your patience is thin I start out last, only hoping it's first place that I will end I can't fake or pretend, cause it's a shame and a sin If I gave you a second chance, you'll do that same shit again And on the Richter, the level of hurt and pain are a ten Once we had it patched all up, but you're complaining again Beaten black and blue, can even see the change in my skin In this game I play by your rules, knowing that I can't even win I want you back, so f*ck bravado, f*ck all my pride Here can have this fucking phone and all the numbers inside Hold up wait, f*ck you bitch, I swear I'm about to lose it man I snapped, I'm sorry, now do you see how confused I am F*ck it You try teaching me a lesson, but I ain't with that stressing What we got is a blessing, so why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine What I carry got me strong, the money coming long Why can't we just get along And why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine Never listen Nope I got it, I've got it, don't worry When I notice you're a fraud and you tell me to stop, what's the use It's amazing what a couple of pills and a vodka can do One minute I swear I'm right, next I'm like f*ck it I'm stupid Some things I can only express properly when under influence Man deep down I've come to realise that our hopes are a few So what if I open up when I'm drunk, that's my only excuse Even though I hate your ass, I'm forced to think that you're a queen Now I'm down on one knee, tying my shoe strings before I leave This that heavy handed heartache deep shit The kind of feelings you can't even go to sleep with Secrets, the type of shit you keep bottled inside Cause it hurts way fucking worse than swallowing pride You try to survive with poor decisions that are killing your soul The impact it has kinda like when a building explodes With children enclosed, I got thick skin and thick guts Like how the hell I f*ck something this big up You try teaching me a lesson, but I ain't with that stressing What we got is a blessing, so why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine What I carry got me strong, the money coming long Why can't we just get along And why you messing up the routine Said why you messing up the routine