Two Thousand Eighteen

2018 kind of vibe You were this daydream i kind of liked your soul was ugly but your smile was pretty brocade i got carried away you liked nirvana and cardigans like cobain and i liked lana cause i think pleasure is pain your laugh was deadly The way you lived was contagious And maybe I'm not meant For wholesome And loving But some memories arent bad Car rides in the winter and street food kind of days the ice cream was melting my patience angry words and trauma your kiss like gentle rain We're screaming and laughing in the same fray Reading Kafka and chasing the sun we hated drama and you weren't the one but your shoulder It was my haven why did you take it away now I'm older I understand more we were so high on each others chorus now its summer were both on different shores (was it easy to forget) And maybe I not meant For wholesome And loving But some memories aren't bad Playing songs and waiting sharing one earphone your silence is leaving me broken ecstasy and mornings but lonely afternoons the lines were so blurred it was abusive it was painful forgetting you I was hateful cause I felt used I should've asked if you felt messed up too but now your happy and I'm at peace I hope you carry these memories cause i cherished every hour with you