I Don't Even Know Why

I took my notebook the other day It was a Monday I couldn't write I thought I was flooded with creativity But in reality I was plain white Feeling shit won't help my case I know life is not a race But then again look at my face I just wanna grab my suitcase and go to space I feel pressured, yeah, fuckin' pressured And I don't even know why I feel hopeless, yeah, fuckin' restless Sometimes it makes me wanna cry And I don't even know why Trying to stay sane doesn't mean you're weak It's been a couple of weeks And I'm not alright I feel like I'm losing my mind bit by bit I ran out of patience with me I'm trying to find the light I feel pressured, yeah, fuckin' pressured And I don't even know why I feel hopeless, yeah, fuckin' restless Sometimes it makes me wanna cry And I don't even know why I'm in a maze and I'm not amazed I'm just wondering how long it takes I'm just counting down the days Thinking If I could keep up the pace I feel pressured, fuckin' pressured And I don't even know why I feel hopeless, yeah, fuckin' restless Sometimes it makes me wanna cry And I don't even know why I don't even know why I don't even know why