Waiting/wasting

For every chance I didn't take 'Cos it felt like a mistake I know it seemed so perfect But it's only gonna hurt us Some days it feels so hard to find Someone I think I could call mine And I'm ashamed to feel alone Just cos the nights are cold But I'm so scared to breathe the air Or to let myself care Waiting feels like I'm wasting time when I see my whole life flashing by Don't breathe I justify it every time But I'm haunted by hindsight And I wonder what it cost For me to cut you as a loss But I'm so scared to breathe the air Or to let myself care Waiting feels like I'm wasting time when I see my whole life flashing by Don't breathe And the day's a constant stream Of just trying not to scream Waiting feels like I'm wasting time Like it's in my head where the sun don't shine Don't breathe