Dear Diary (feat. Tizzy Fields)

I'm sorry universe I tried to make a change But I'm only growing older wiser blood up in my veins Heart hallow I died inside my pride is hard to swallow Never a happy camper always wallowed in my sorrow Tried to get back Tall nappy headed young Molato Wasn't ever leader so I followed Man where'd the time go A king has arisen from deep end hallows life ain't promised tomorrow and I know my time is borrowed Constantly flying I need to lie low King of my section far as I know The only one to spit the truth and hit the high notes My brothers idol I save lives check my bio Y'all like to talk but when you see me you get dry throat Nice try though But what's a Pippen to a Michael My screws tight but I'm psycho Try not to loose faith so I grab my bible Or else the riffle Ain't tryna get locked for life no What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I Anxiety heavy in head Anxious I'm ready to get Set up the coffin I guess Burry me down in the dirt I wish you killed me at birth I wanna vanish like air I wanna get outta here Hate when they fucking compare I'm not like none of them there I'm not my cousins I Pull to function Always feel like I'm nothing Like look what they done Doctors and scholars they balling They come from straight at the bottom Maybe I just I got a problem God I need answer for this question Why you got to take my little cousin He ain't never sin He ain't never been Always listened with no reason Golden young king Gone with the wind God took a good thing Angel gone sing When your spirit come Say hi to grandpa for me Say hi to grandma for me Uncle I hope you find the strength Still can't believe what to think Middle child gone like a blink Never thought it'll be him Never thought I'll live in Where I can't speak to my cousin Phone keep ringing They wanna know the whole situation But I don't wanna no conversations I been just fucking up my blessings Took another L no lesson What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I