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Another year on the board, twenty nineteen Every year puts me more, closer to my dreams Thinking so big the picture only in widescreen I do it all just hoping I catch that lightning In a bottle, a hit is like I hit the lotto Role models I follow make me move with bravado It's like ducking hollows just praying I blow tomorrow Shit be hard to swallow but only one life's the motto The rapping Aristotle, I stay steady dropping jewels Talking real life ain't none of that shit you got in school Yo spot is cool, but to take it opps is popping tools Gotta stay on go to make it, barely stop for fuel So when I rest I can't help but feeling stagnant I'd rather be breaking walls into fragments But it's a negative, that I'll ever stay negative Double up on the opposite, how we do we ain't no magnets So when I'm positive mean I'm on some shit It get me just writing my stream of consciousness It's what I love to do but I must think it through Cuz nowadays nobody be streaming conscious shit So I keep them bangers on deck That's the only way to not become a stranger of checks Gets you designer hangers plus even them hangars of jets And soon you'll barely even fear the danger of death So I stare at luxury knowing it's right there I can see it I feel it my G yo I swear They act like that shit farther than some light years But for me grinding 360 a light year So watch each of your favorites end up under me Why I go so hard I see them wondering I just wanna be like Hov and get another B See a youngin ball in Vegas like the summer league King of entendres, they all reminders Of the skill that gon get me to that lamb from a honda, ain't fond of Getting a chance to go and squander, I'm on the Way to merk it I'm lurking go call the first responders In the days where everybody a musician Make you think how many gon come to fruition I know that I'm blessed, I want the best for the rest Guess the difference is from who working and who wishing Regardless, I love seeing people prosper They make us crabs in the barrel to get to lobster F*ck all that, when we all could go start flourishing Spread that soul nourishing, damn that shit the purest thing So I hope if you got goals, you believe in it You the one in control, I know cuz even with All the love that I've shown that I ain't get back I maneuver through setups and setbacks But some shit make me feel so damn fake I gotta put on a smile and give out handshakes Anxiety rising don't know how much I can take All I know is keep pushing for real I can't break These my thoughts, hope you feel one out of mine A yearly exercise, just so I clear out my mind I know it's mad cliche to spit this next line But keep ya head up I'll check up so until next time