Goner

Riding out to the ocean, seaside Warm breeze flows around as I hide from the sun The sight can be so exaggerated But beauty lies in the spectacle of it all Vastness has always scared me, knee-deep in Fear of the unknown, pestilence of my mind Falling out and cracking up; hazy eyed, a goner She leered over to the realization that She had failed in remembering their last peaceful time Social constructs demanding and ramming her mind Causing her downfall, tragic sublime Swiftly falling off cliffsides, hillsides are Flowing over her body and shaping her mind Falling out but grabbing on, no matter what a goner He stares off at the distance blankly Pondering the conflict that he is in Carefully dictating his next move This love is destined for something that he can't admit The sea it conjures a memory, distant but Close to his mind, disrupting and forcing behind Falling out and rambling on, as useless as a goner Lucid dreams they taunt me, haunt me Faintly you surround me, around me again These streets at night are so lonely, only Filling space left behind from everyone else Crafting all my intentions Wretched and weak are all these ideas I've kept in my mind Faith will bring me nothing Nothing can save this facet of myself, that I call home