That House

I saw what I saw, and I cannot erase it Ingrained in these walls, and I cannot escape it I'm sweating it out, I'm afraid I won't make it Wondering how, and spending my days Suppressing this doubt, so harmful in ways I could not allow, but passing unphased Somehow I've held on to my faith I saw what I saw, and I cannot erase it Ingrained in these walls, and I cannot escape it I'm sweating it out, I'm afraid I won't make it Burrowing down these thoughts of disdain Hallowed ground, the place where they lay Wondering how it ended this way But somehow I've held on to my faith