Freak Show

Trapped in society's box waiting for me to finally find the key I don't know how to escape These thought cause they keep coming after me I don't know how to fix it I don't know Why I'm so numb I run from everything missing they always want me to fit in like Everyone And how will I survive knowing baby i'm a Freak show loser little bit of a drug abuser f*ck up disaster question this life what's after Cause I'm alive and can't survive talking to demons in my mind freak show loser hoping My death comes sooner And I can't fix my mistakes with another white line to the face But baby I do and I been craving a taste of happiness and they say it taste like you and I've been trapped in a circus but it feels like the whole world is too cause it comes Burning down the second they start pointing fingers at you And how will I survive knowing baby i'm a Freak show loser little bit of a drug abuser f*ck up disaster question this life what's after Cause I'm alive and can't survive talking to demons in my mind freak show loser hoping My death comes sooner I don't know how to fix it I don't know why I'm so numb I don't know how to fix it kick open The closet door and put some make up on my face now Freak show loser little bit of a drug abuser f*ck up disaster question this life what's after Cause I'm alive and can't survive talking to demons in my mind freak show loser hoping My death comes sooner Hoping my death comes sooner oh woah ah woah oh ah oh hoping my death comes Sooner