Repercussions (feat. Baby5ive)

Asked the reaper what he wanted he looked at me I almost cried But it ain' doing nothing to me 'cus the Lord right by my side And you can tell I been through pain you see the blood drop from my eyes And I just can't get out my thoughts remember how my brother died And I be talkin' to myself it make me stay up late at night It was times I coulda died was times I almost seen the light And I be talkin' to the sky it make me hold on to my life I put my trust into a lie it made my heart a sacrifice Day & night was in my feelings askin' why she did me wrong But aint nobody here to listen so I put it in a song They broke me down I stood on 10 salute for always staying strong And it was snakes up in my grass I shoulda knew it all along It get rough up inna streets so erry night I lace my cleats And it be rough up in the sheets it hurt when she start leaving me I don't be rappin' in my feelings I just vent up on a beat And I get lost up in my thoughts sometimes it's hard just being me All this weight up on my shoulders feeling like I had enough You go thru pain as you get older keep your feelings in the tuck Felt like death was gettin closer I was runnin outta luck I put my trust into the Lord so I been stayin prayed up Up at night was steady askin why dem shots went past my head I seen the man up in the mirror asked him why my soul feel dead And I was right behind the barrel when we filled him up with lead I did more than I had to do so now im livin' in regret Feel karma creeping up on me I thought I paid off all my debts And I just can't control my feelings like my heart under arrest Respect my body know my worth cs now I won't settle for less don't try n play that gangsta role 'cus we gon put you to the test Heard he caught a chest shot that nigga should have wore a vest Jumped off da porch when i was 14 i js had to make a mess When I was young mom taught me better now I put her through the stress I tried to change my life around I tried to smile through the pain But I was always feelin down I couldn't make it through the rain It's like my heart always depressed it got me always feelin' strange I've been like this for way too long I need to break from out them chains Strong hearted weak minded need to put my pride away And it was nights I got up in my thoughts ain't think I'd see today I had to learn this not a game cs you could die you try n play YPYL not just a saying if you play then you gon lay nigga If you play then you gon you gon lay Yeah If you decide to play you lay I'll never brag on what I did so I don't got too much to say And everybody bleeding red but still your body gon' decay And when this shit be getting hard I just go think I gotta pray Life gon throw a battle it's on you if you gon fight it And I'm getting older not a lot of shit get me excited Wanna live my life so I can walk in stores & I just buy it And free all the guys that's fighting B's and ones that got indicted That got indicted And free all the guys that's fighting B's and ones that got indicted Uh Uh That got indicted Life gon' throw a battle it's on you if you gon fight it nigga (Fight that shit)