To My Lowest

You hurt me deep when I was down bad to the lowest I can be I was blinded to that pain, but now I bet you I can see I won't put you first again, you know you ain't controllin' me I had put my trust into you, that shit took my soul from me Told you all my secrets, you got mad, you start exposin' me And I'm shuttin' down my heart, these bitches can't get close to me Yeah Runnin' from your problems, that shit ain't gon' face the issue I got all these dollars, when you gone can't take it with you Know that I'ma dada, damn girl, I hate to miss you Tell me why you lied to me, ain't stand on what you said Tell me how you love me and you left me out for dead ? I was blowin' up your phone, you leaving me on read You ain't really love me, you was messin' with my head And you was messin' with my head You hurt me deep when I was down bad to the lowest I can be I was blinded to that pain, but now I bet you I can see I won't put you first again, you know you ain't controllin' me I had put my trust into you, that shit took my soul from me Told you all my secrets, you got mad, you start exposin' me And I'm shuttin' down my heart, these bitches can't get close to me I really hope that you remember what you said to me And I thought you had my heart and you was trynna' better me And I should've known better, tried to put an end to me And this ain't a love letter, call this shit the rest of me And I could've found better, could've seen the best of me And you crossed my heart just for that you dead to me Ain't no flodging in my rap and I'm just speakin' out the truth And you left me in a spot where I don't know what to do Nuffin' left that I can say, but I guess that that shit cool Don't be doin' shit to people, you don't want it done to you You hurt me deep when I was down bad to the lowest I can be I was blinded to that pain, but now I bet you I can see I won't put you first again, you know you ain't controllin' me I had put my trust into you, that shit took my soul from me Told you all my secrets, you got mad, you start exposin' me And I'm shuttin' down my heart, these bitches can't get close to me Know that it's my time to shine I still got niggas in the trenches servin' dimes And I been ballin', I ain't even reach my prime She said she want me, then she gotta fall in line I been goin' through that pain And I ain't feelin' fine But you can laugh, right ? I got way too deep up in my feelings last night But I'll be wrong if I crash out and then I spazz, right? Had to turn this shit back up and get my act right I was movin' slow, now I gotta fast life You hurt me deep when I was down bad to the lowest I can be I was blinded to that pain, but now I bet you I can see I won't put you first again, you know you ain't controllin' me I had put my trust into you, that shit took my soul from me Told you all my secrets, you got mad, you start exposin' me And I'm shuttin' down my heart, these bitches can't get close to me You hurt me deep when I was down bad to the lowest I can be I was blinded to that pain, but now I bet you I can see I won't put you first again, you know you ain't controllin' me I had put my trust into you, that shit took my soul from me Told you all my secrets, you got mad, you start exposin' me And I'm shuttin' down my heart, these bitches can't get close to me