MUSH

Make sense of this make sense of what I can't make sense of anything mush I'd like to eat healthy but, well its expensive to eat healthy bruv I'm losing my hair and losing my thoughts i’m 27 In need of back support f*ck man i need to look after my body more but what do I use my body for? MUSH (look after yourself man) MUSH I’d like to be more in touch with my family but i have been raised to Think different My dad told me to go against the societal pressures now well im lonely Cus no one makes sense to me man, and i'm moving down a path that wasn't meant for me and i try not to laugh cus eventually the plan was just to buy a little house for my mum and my dad MUSH And well get there i fucking promise, MUSH Now we’re back to problem a, problem b fucks problem c to problem d i'm losing sleep, black sheep cus im wearing black reeboks at the family reunion and i don't know anyone, Man, can you get me a drink excuse me now who do you think that he is, i think that he's alan and debbie's kid Oh well that makes lots of sense cus that kids fuckin weird MUSH Yeah i’m weird MUSH Yeah I guess i’m a little bit more frustrated and upset that ive let out I'll admit it alright I can't pretend that nothing hurt me man, and i wish we spent more time together i wonder how that would have been I remember i was only 10 years old when you told me no I don't have a grandchild, my existence was null. On the car drive home, i would have sold my soul, and its weight in gold to feel no more I couldn't know, i couldn't know nothing about love or the way its meant to feel F*ck i saw my friends who had their grandparents over for christmas man, fucking christmas man, i only ever saw you at your husbands funeral and i realised where i got my spark from and then you died and i never fucking saw you again Does it really matter Shit i guess not F*ck F*ck ya h’s at the start of the word Middle t ignore you, i prefer to sound absurd, Thursday hit the thrift there sorry im inconsistent My english isnt insufficient ya fucking dickhead In addition im causing mischief f*ck i thought i pissed you off for saying a word like Mush wot? Mush wot? Mush