Melodramatic

I kind of feel like lunatic Talking to myself Obstructing my mental health Distorted self depreciation I tried calling all my friends No offense but It never helps I thought I dreamt of Our lips locked in the back of my car but I I lost my mind on the drive maybe you Could help me find my charisma again I could be an emotional creature A personal pleaser no no Call me melodramatic I'm afraid of the static And I don't wanna be alone I'm indecisive at best I can't take back what I said Sabotaging my life again Like I'm obsessed with a fantasy And it makes me upset I'm scared of what's in my head I thought I dreamt of our lips locked In the back of my car but I I lost my mind on the drive maybe you Could help me find my charisma again I could be an emotional creature A personal pleaser no no Call me melodramatic I'm afraid of the static And I don't wanna be alone My defense is being overly critical I call myself out more than you'll ever know So teach me how to breathy easy Cause I can't Take it anymore I could be an emotional creature A personal pleaser no no Call me melodramatic I'm afraid of the static And I don't wanna be alone I could be an emotional creature A personal pleaser no no Call me melodramatic I'm afraid of the static And I don't wanna be alone