Nicotine

I'm always looking for a way out of my situation Too many people talking bout how they just never made it Always one step closer to a melt down I just wanna scream loud Not get off of my couch Constantly fighting for attention and i kind of hate it The truth is scary and I'm starting to get kind of jaded On a ledge just trying not to jump off Need another pep talk Think I'm outta my luck Too many dreams that make me sad at night Worried about if I will have the time Tell me a joke Cause I'm so broke I need a laugh And all the nicotine you have I'm insecure and nothing more maybe I'll give it up Start playing weddings like Adam Give speeches off the cuff (Billy Idol) Money looks too pretty not to cop out Want my head in the clouds I'll do anything for clout Too many dreams that make me sad at night Worried about if I will have the time Tell me a joke Cause I'm so broke I need a laugh And all the nicotine you have Too many dreams that make me sad at night Worried about if I will have the time Tell me a joke Cause I'm so broke I need a laugh And all the nicotine you have let's go Too many dreams that make me sad at night I'm all alone and my mind goes to white It's not a joke Like, I'm so broke I need a laugh And any nicotine you have Too many dreams that make me sad at night Worried about if i will have the time Tell me a joke Cause I'm so broke I need a laugh And all the nicotine you have Too many dreams that make me sad at night Worried about if i will have the time Tell me a joke Cause I'm so broke I need a laugh And all the nicotine you have