Too Sad For The Party

I don't know where I'm going You don't know where you are Where you are So restrained by the past you don't let it go too far Go too far I spend all my nights in my head worried and pacing the floor You deserve much more than I have but you don't let me go I loose all control When we go Lookin at stars all night on the concrete Going through hell too sad for the party If we just left all of the madness would we be ourselves? Throwing up alcohol till the morning Nothing unsaid anything but boring If we just left all of the madness would we be ourselves ourselves Steuben's and mimosas My emotional roller coasters Pull you in Pull you in Much too young to notice that we're growing up faster than we signed up for But I guess that life goes on Lookin at stars all night on the concrete Going through hell too sad for the party If we just left all of the madness would we be ourselves? Throwing up alcohol till the morning Nothing unsaid anything but boring If we just left all of the madness would we be ourselves ourselves Lookin at stars all night on the concrete Going through hell too sad for the party If we just left all of the madness would we be ourselves? Alcohol till the morning (Till we lose it all) Anything but boring (We both can't be alone tonight) Way too sad for the party (Will you hold my coat) Cause if we just left all of the madness we wouldn't be ourselves