Let You Down

A part of me is gone miss you And a part of me is gone diss you I know you often felt misused But you always made a new issue Grab a tissue to wipe your eyes Know you tired of hearing these lies And tired of feeling this tired But I been misreading these signs Know it's always not my fault though Even when the earth gone shift But when I open my heart though I feel like you gone dip I often just jot down the pain on the page And scribble the riddles that cannot be saved When finding the middle is miles away Is easy to walk and forget where we came Somewhere between here and there But I'm gone stop and stare When finding peace is like splitting hairs I'll leave you bald with how much I care And I'm really really sorry for all the things that I been doing Like been seeing all these women and got you out here stupid And never calling back I been too busy with this music But I cannot blame myself when I'm the reason you still do it But it's still in the back of my mind How I been wasting my time But I won't be hitting your line Unless I'm gone be making you mine I know it's hard to say you love me when I always make you frown Swear I say that I will change and then you end up like a clown You deserve the world a queen gonna need a crown So give me another chance maybe I won't let you down I know it's hard to say you love me when I always make you frown Swear I say that I will change and then you end up like a clown You deserve the world a queen gonna need a crown So give me another chance maybe I won't let you down I know I'm hardly different But I'm awfully awful it's hard to admit I'm a bit narcissistic But when my heart doesn't hurt I'm always committed Been far from distant I mean I barely exist when you talk do I listen Or wonder what I say gone change anything I'm used to be the trials of heartache and pain I know you far from insane But I take you there Sometimes I overshare our love affairs To people who are never there Broken homes The plate you left starts getting cold Like that stare you give when I get too close Smelling like you know who and where'd i go I don't know What I get into what's really new Is that I'm upset when I'm not with you But I suck at love what am I gone do If you take your shit and move on to Someone who cares more than I could do I'll be right here writing songs for you Hoping one day to astonish you More than acknowledge try to honor you And follow you till I follow through With the words I say trying harder to Make shit right will I find the clues That solve issues and not assume That it'll get better with time with you If a clock is broke will we know what's true Or sit there stuck in a loop Take a chance to find the truth And I'll take a chance to find you proof I know it's hard to say you love me when I always make you frown Swear I say that I will change and then you end up like a clown You deserve the world a queen gonna need a crown So give me another chance maybe I won't let you down I know it's hard to say you love me when I always make you frown Swear I say that I will change and then you end up like a clown You deserve the world a queen gonna need a crown So give me another chance maybe I won't let you down