Love to Hate Me (feat. Vermillion)

And I'm lost for words But that doesn't stop my mind from hurt Every time I talk I'm never heard That's the cost of her How come we fight when you by my side Stuck in the dark when it's cold outside When it seems it's right I know what's inside A cold ass heart with a broken mind I never said I was perfect But I never thought I'd be working So hard to show that I'm worth it Maybe i should look at the surface Start by liking all of your pictures And stop drinking all of this liquor Stopped chasing all of these mixers Now I'm driving trying to get with her And I know that you see this But you so conceited That you think you demons Are really you feelings And giving you reasons That I wasn't needed But honestly keeping Yourself from the meanings Of loving you even If I cannot reason With all of your evenings Where you steady leaving And I'm just here breathing And staring at ceilings Alone for the weekend With this bottle I'm drinking I know that you wanted me But you not the one for me You just wanted company Enough of the puppetry You wanted custody of my mind I couldn't see it no I was blind You rather stay and waste all my time She tryna drag me out of my prime like You say you miss me and I hate the sound of your voice But when I look in your eyes I'm right back I got no choice You're toxic and you love to hate me And I love you so I'm going crazy I love when you tell the truth Even if I don't tell you too Cuz the lies that I'm telling you Are really just me tryna find the clues Do you even care if I go If you love me foreal I would never hear no If you love me foreal you would tell me some mo But you can't love me cuz of that nigga I know You been sleeping with creeping with Catching those feelings with Thought you was secretive It ain't no secret shit Went through messages Know you been sexing him Why you keep questioning Why I'm so delicate No man wanna see that shit Another nigga fucking on his bitch I should tell yo mom you did this But she gonna try to fix this shit I shoulda known this from the start Before I had given you my heart Gave you spare to keys to my car Thinking you wouldn't go this far Now I'm stuck feeling this pain Knowing shit will not be the same Tryna keep from going insane But I know it's time for a change I know that you wanted me But you not the one for me You just wanted company Enough of the puppetry You wanted custody of my mind I couldn't see it no I was blind You rather stay and waste all my time She tryna drag me out of my prime like You say you miss me and I hate the sound of your voice But when I look in your eyes I'm right back I got no choice You're toxic and you love to hate me And I love you so I'm going crazy I hope you're there alone If you are pick up your phone Trying to right all my wrongs Come back to where you