Budget

I Played the role like I'm average I knew the gravity I did my best, I gave it all but they still mad at me I could never fit in parameters that they fathom Ain't no ransom for my dream cause they ain't got it Imagine being too much for the room and you can't hide it Or craving interaction, when no one in the world can stand beside you I seek those that know me best and I confide it But when I'm feeling lost and I can't find it I smoke weed till I can't knowledge I sip drank till I can't feel and give her dick till she embodied And she built like a horse but ain't no howdy It's die or get rich where I come from and ain't no Roddy's So the stick ain't in the box it's on luh bro and he gone pop it I'm coming from the Show Me sumn, you got it dawg you ain't the only one I could take it there till I come up but you don't owe me one I done seen these niggas lose it all just from being witness That shit appalling so I been stalling but you need to hear this Cause Who you do it all for and what you want from it? If this shit is meant for you then you can't run from it I can't look back I know what's there because I come from it I seen that shit and felt a sickness to my stomach I ain't coming out my way unless you paying me in hundreds And everything I ever asked for in Life is in abundance Abusing all this substance I saw Love but that shit wasn't So now I, only show up for the budget And I know I've said it all before, gave a million chances Same amount of times my heart broke, I slowed down I lost hope, but it was short-lived I can show you where these niggas cap, it ain't the store Lids None of their emotions still intact cause shit get more serious And every time we try to double back that shit a slow build I done gone without just so my luh niggas can grow big Man, and do all the shit I didn't do, sleeping in the gutter Shit get toxic and it get in you I pray I send relief to those with problems in a plentitude and I ain't blowing you no smoke I'm really feeling you But I ain't got no time to second guess I'll just revisit you Now I'm driving, in the slow lane, tryna keep my thoughts together Never do the speed limit but I'm choking off this, off this propane And this woman sitting next to me, her ass will blow your mind but she ain't got no brain I been tryna turn my life around but it's a slow change Drink till it ain't no pain, smoke until I pass out Gave the best of me I wanted Love but I was ass out And now it's mapped out, that bad taste got it slapped out Took the back route wouldn't get kudos if I cashed out And now you say I'm smashing through my goals like a glass house I ain't got no time to politick and we can't rap 'bout Anything and I mean anything other than what the cash bout Cause Cause Who you do it all for and what you want from? If this shit is meant for you then you can't run from it I can't look back I know what's there because I come from it I seen that shit and felt a sickness to my stomach I ain't coming out my way unless you paying me in hundreds And everything I ever asked for in Life is in abundance Abusing all this substance I saw Love but that shit wasn't So now I, only show up for the budget