Silent

If I'm being real with you, I've been coldhearted I been seeing niggas suffer and it just don't bother me I'm hurting so I don't know whether I can go farther This shit is hard but I know I can't be closed off to it So it be tears in my eyes, and I don't hide them I know my niggas in the sky, I hope they vibing I go within to look for God and I know I'll find him I search my heart looking for love cause it's growing silent But I can't get caught up in the crowd, not how I was brought up Cause I was put before the sharks, like I got start-up Probably prone to using martyrdom I've gone through Tartarus Aversion to flossing like tartar, I can't be your target But niggas acting like they lost it, the only spark is when you taking off What is there for you to build and give your all? Niggas working jobs Only travelling when on them bars, and they go to Mars promise when you focus your resolve This shit a lick, if you get real and you go hard, this shit legit Cause I feel bad and cry my hardest when I see a kid crashing out at 16 Running 'round with mixed feelings Angry at himself and still not knowing what that shit mean But I digress, I could be on a better platform but I got steps Niggas ain't playing ball with how I move but I got next The checks wrote out in my business name, always on my image game Getting money allocated to me 'fore decisions came cause people know I'm good for that See me as professional, they know I kept the hood intact Doing numbers like correctionals, they slept like sectionals Unattainable and unattestable, they got my message Tryna get married to the game then you got my blessing Stressing load management, cause I seen shooters, seen smokers so talented Underneath the struggle so long I've just grown out of it So if I'm being real with you, I've been coldhearted I been seeing niggas suffer and it just don't bother me I'm hurting so I don't know whether I can go farther This shit is hard but I know I can't be closed off to it So it be tears in my eyes, and I don't hide them I know my niggas in the sky, I hope they vibing I go within to look for God and I know I'll find him I search my heart looking for love cause it's, cause it's growing silent