Sorry

I know i let my father down I know my mom ashamed Why do i keep on turning back to make the same mistakes You say u love me but won't even look me in the face Sometimes i wish that i could die to never feel the pain I'm probably better off in jail or better in the grave They say i'll be dead by i'm 30 i say 28 Only if u knew the struggle how much heart it take To say u ain't going to school and go another way One more year to prove em wrong and make a big change They say my time is running up i say in what way Only God can judge me now u niggas can't hang Although i'm going through these problems ima still pray I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Didn't mean for things to happen this way I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Never wish i caused my family pain We all deserve a second chance Let me show u who i am The boy u raised when he was little, turned into a man Anything out my control, can't get a nigga mad I just leave it to the sky leave it in God's hands I keep my bible by the pillow case they wanna creep Lord if u can't show me my real friends Reveal my enemies She my lover she my only call her misery Will i ever be okay seems like a mystery I just wanna make my mommy and my daddy proud Put they problems on my shoulders pay em back around If this don't make u feel a way, i bet it'll make u smile I wanna be ya favorite kid, the one to hold u down I wanna buy u fancy things and take u cross the world Wanna open up a restaurant we'll do that first Tell my dad he can retire, he ain't gotta work Cuz ya baby son a boss, let me tell u first I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Didn't mean for things to happen this way I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Never wish i caused my family pain