Laughing at Me

They was laughing Iike everyday Cause I made minimum wage, Working me just like a slave, I know you can feel all my pain, Sweating out these hours all my young years went on down the drain, I’m 25 years old today An still tryin to find my place, Praying to God that he got more answers Than I’ve ever had, Never crying tears cause my pops taught me just to be a man, Bearing thru my stresses I could barely understand a thang, Lovin’ all these women an I know they want a wedding ring, I say sorry ahead of time Cause I barely hold my heat, Always living on these streets Looking out for enemies, Understand the end of me Is clearly all I’ve ever seen, F*ck a better version A whiter version A nicer me, I keep downing this Hennessy An poppin pills to numb these things, Half the times I wanna quit But this shits like a damn disease, Murdering the inner me I can’t feel anything at all, I’m so focused up on my grind Moneys all I think at times, Red and blue is every night Dead or jail is in my sight, Pray for me I need it main Cause half the things I do is bad, Imma rag gunner, Bread winner, Red colors On me all summer Cold load the glock Road runner, Shades up imma Cold stunner, Look one time Imma fame dumpa, Respect all but I ain’t Trustn nuthin,