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I was taught to never speak on it, if you not gon stand on it Shit been out of reach to me, no we didn't plan for it When there's no reasoning all you have is abandonment Ulterior motives for everyone that you standing with With how you staying distant, dismissive, intrinsic Cutting me up with the incisions The wind gifted The pen different Now it's time to show you niggas what I been fixing I saw my pops become a better man But that trauma be too much to bare, I let it in I saw myself inside his wrongdoings I met the sand And buried everything I ever did with death in hand There was a lot to say but never said There were times that I was hurt, but I was never mad And there were days i wouldn't speak to you regretting past When ethics pass I try my best to clean the mess I have And growing bro it was Mad plots gunning when the mass stocks plummet Had glocks coming for the stash spot run ins Echinacea flavors for the wounds that I kept Consuming my flesh with glass It was fast thots bumming It was kool aid And bootlegs Lights flash then you fled Water fights The news said 3 hit but 2 dead Free spits was rapping duking dudes who gave the dude cred Niggas choke you out over the whip look how they do Craig You do bad then bad come Windu niggas the fair ones That's bald heads flying a purple beam compare none I'm never scared when I hear my peers, appear pun bigger than fear, still I fair with their eardrums If you choosing sides you gotta live with it Livid images when the difference is That niggas really never knew their differences Been distancing myself from all that's keeping me from witnessing The peace that I earn that I was meant to get Never gain without you giving that was just way we was living No pretending I stay away from all you niggas That be acting like you with it That be acting like you with it If you need me I'll be there for you And all these lessons were preparing you Taught to adhere to truth Aware that mirrors proved Nothing but what we want to see but we fear to view I hope it's clear to you I hope it's clear to you Never gain without you giving that was just way we was living No pretending I stay away from all you niggas That be acting like you with it That be acting like you with it