Up Late

I been up late I been stressed out I been tryna Figure my life out I tell my thoughts Please quiet down Focused on the what When why how And the who too Man who are you Looking in the mirror I don't know this dude I gotta get up soon I wanna hit the snooze But I'm a real nigga And I got shit to do Places to go and people to see I gotta bless with presence of me Healed my roots so I'm strong like a tree I'll be okay if you misunderstand me So much grace in my silence So divine in my timing No arguing, no wilin Heaven in my head, smiling I gotta get something off of my chest My shadow took over, yes, I confess I was underperforming, wasn't at my best Taking hits like a bulletproof vest I was vexed and often perplexed Can't send me evil eye, nah I can't be hexed Eternally blessed even while under stress I love you like I love me Unconditionally I love you like I love me Unconditionally No self pity, put respect on my name No self pity, ain't no shame in my game No self pity, all my power I reclaim No self pity, I refuse to live in vain I tell myself it's okay to be confused (it's okay) No longer will I self abuse I tell myself it's okay to feel lost (it's okay) But my health ain't ever worth the cost nah I been up late I been stressed out I been tryna Figure my life out I tell my thoughts Please quiet down Focused on the what When why how And the who too Man who are you Looking in the mirror I don't know this dude I gotta get up soon I wanna hit the snooze But I'm real nigga And I got shit to do