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Aye Ain't heard my grandmother's voice in like three months I heard actions louder than words it's time to speak up I've been failing while learning lessons they aint teach us My faith was fading but I'm always a believer Depression crept while I got questioned by my teachers Remember struggling with death while eating freeze cups Couple fingers to you but I aint throw the peace up Think my granny would be ashamed Niggas that I called my brothers been acting lame I gotta make requests for supporting my wave Surfing the net for other niggas tunes But they don't even know ya name How many of em sent you love on your worst day I gave my main man 350 on his birthday And I don't ask for shit in return even loyalty But you can bet that nigga chose his ego over me If you ever wondering why I never answer I did it for you I did it for you Searching for the problems I knew I couldn't handle I did it for you I did it for you It's hard to talk like I'm special Hearts in a ball and I lost my direction Our ship will fall cause my stardoms in question Hard to stay warm less I spark the connection Reviewing my perspective Honest with the lord god your ways are perplexing Got a couple problems that I haven't been addressing Issues that would make the news that I haven't been pressing My sister died on her prom night what was the lesson I fell in love with pumpkin for nothing She don't even feel the same The women trying to f*ck with me are never too impressive Because its not what I want I don't see it as a blessing The fear of failure held me back from reaching what was destined Success and death await me if I get to talking reckless My drive's in full tilt I'm making Jeffery Gordon jealous Am I running from hell or running towards heaven Yea Ooh Ooh