Make It Out

Good morning Jt its grandma just checking on you Give me a call when you get a chance sweetie Love you bye Im trying to play it right this shit is killing me dog My homies said in life don't get your feelings involved But I got way too many to be sending them off Through pain I learned the quickest way to deal with a loss My granny looking at me like a torch in the dark Can't see light at the end but I can feel every wall Around me closing in I'm claustrophobic at heart Depression on my back I'm trying to get this shit off Ay' Ay' Asking god if he think I got the fuel When niggas be testing my patience I keep it cool When problems approach me I face em don't ever move Cause life being merciless to me this shit is cruel I'm losing my family and friends don't get to choose I'm lost without Paris and Quan don't know what to do Somebody help me fore I end up on the news Cause I never thought I'd live til 22 F*ck all that waiting shit we want it go and take it now Got a date with evil satan wanna take me out I'm prepared to die fighting through the hate and doubt We gone make it out, We gone make it out F*ck all that waiting shit we want it go and take it now Got a date with evil satan wanna take me out I'm prepared to die fighting through the hate and doubt We gone make it out, We gone make it out My pride convinced me that in privacy you diss me Seems like self sabotage has shown it's unrelenting Looking through my catalog of love and something's missing Never felt we read the same page I lied about what mine said Dedicated my days to chasing love and caught resentment Against the same nigga staring at me in the mirror Like how you gone forget my dreams and stop from their opinion You promised me at 23 I'd have at least a million Lately that's the conversation playing through my head In a state of constant contemplation laying in my bed Tears barreling down my cheeks while I'm drowning in dread When my loved ones do me dirty I forgive I understand But its tough to comprehend it when I do it to myself It'd be different if it's here and there but this shit is a trend Gotta take some time to apologize and love me as a man If I don't give it to myself then I can't give it to the fam Gotta put my feelings to the side to give my dreams a chance Every woman that I thought I loved was better off a friend Every man I helped get on their feet been pulling back their hands Helped them execute with every dream when they ignored my plans But now my move is taking flight no worries where I land Cause at this point in life the desert looks better than where I am I'm done with fighting for us and I hope you understand You feel me Oh