Still Something Missing

What were you thinking When we laid up in that room Told me it was all mine And you said you'd see me soon Tell me did you think we Would ever come this far, cause baby I didn't Now I'm fall- You wanna tell me that you love me but You're afraid you're gonna hurt Had to tell you that I'm broken I said baby do your worst Afraid of pushing me away So I'm gonna do it first Now I'm wishing I could change that Cause a nigga been feeling cursed Please forgive my choices, I been tryna change my ways Can't describe the shit that I been feeling for some days I won't make excuses for the way that I behaved Hard to just sit back and watch how all this shit gon play Roll another spliff Knowing I ain't gon smoke that shit Tryna write another song Knowing Ima say f*ck that shit Man I think sum wrong Cause I really never felt this way Got this feeling in my chest And that shit won't go away I don't wanna be the one that holds you back Got big things soon just stay on track And we can take a lil break for a minute While I'm facing the music I just hope this shit don't last If it do then I might go crazy I don't know what I'd do my baby Shit I might go platinum But this some shit that ion even wanna fathom Where the love babe Where the love go girl I had visions bout us, red carpets, running shit on tour Now a hole is in my chest you see my heart up on this floor Said you love me girl but I don't feel the love no more Man that feeling in my soul when you was walking through my door When you cried up in my arms and I was crying up in yours Man the memories are vivid ain't forgetting what it was Keep my head up even though I'm feeling sadder than before Yeah I'm sadder than before, but I'm tryna keep it playa Will you turn around and judge me if I let you in my head See you leaving me on read Is it sum that I said Would you rather have me shut up and go f*ck myself instead Got my brother saying chill But I'm just speaking real And yes I'm in my feels And Julah know the deal I'm speaking from the pain I ain't off a fuckin pill I might just face a L, cause I'm feeling like I'm Will The Smith is in my hand The Wesson is my friend The lesson is to never love a, until the end Cause if you do I swear you gon Feel what I, feel right now It's driving me insane, the feeling in my brain This music shit a drug man I need it everyday I need it in my veins, so I could finally say The shit a nigga think man I swear it ain't a game Oh Oh, you can't love me no I want to show you off And if I can't, oh I lose all hope for