Heart Ache

Im so broken I dont know whats going on no more I seen my mind open my brain is just doing what it knows She said that she loves what that mean is it normal to let go Is it normal to lose control I'm so fucked up in my head the drugs aren't working what you said Mind is racing dont know whats going on I've reached my point I can't get through it feeling numb can't feel this movements I am dreaming… I wish I was Cause at the end I can feel the world Cause at the end you were once my girl If I dreamt it That's just how it goes We was unclothed We headed to the studio Drugs hitting me left and right but you right by my side so nothing can go wrong You didn't know this but you been the oneeee But if I told this then the love is on the runnn Why didn't you come home wit me that night I gotta couple questions tell me ab that night I know we not official can you pls act right I ain't no second option tell me Why weren't you there Why weren't there I tried to let it go I did I tried I tried to think of all the other times But it don't think it helped cause I was high I over think that whole night