Bury myself

I had to bury myself again Just to find a way, for me to understand I cannot live like this again Running from myself Hiding what's inside, my past pain drowning me to realize That it won't ever go That is is part of me, the only way to get rid of it is for me to die So I keep getting numb Just to hide the fact, that I won't be able to ever live happily I had to bury myself again Just to grow again, and stand up on my feet with a fake smile always on my face Running from my friends Like I don't care at all, but it's so hard to socialize with this pain inside And I won't say what's wrong I rather lie to you, cause if I tell tye truth to you it won't ever be the same So I just stay inside In case I wanna die, and keep on writing songs for you to remember me when I'm gone Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess I had to bury myself again Just to wonder why, I keep digging in my thoughts and blame it on everyone Running out of time Like I'm just waiting sum, to happen in my life for me to be able to live in peace It just keeps getting hard To live without a clue, if what I'm doing with my life is the right thing for me So I'll just keep a gun With my drugs aside, and keep ok writing songs for you to remember me when I'm gone Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess Don't ever test me for what I am Don't ever blame me for who I am Stop making me feel like I am less Stop making me pick out this mess