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Flowing out of my brain Flowing out of my head yea Yea ok uh I don't feel a thing about it Cause I know I'm numb about it Everybody contemplating Suicide it creeps upon it Wrecking everything I think While breaking in and out myself People talk about themselves But they know there not well themselves Trynna find the meaning, ¡Help! That I'm too close to needing help Words are flowing endlessly With thoughts created in my sleep I'm still trynna find a way To come up with another way Fighting on my demons Everyday I'm near to speak to them I can hear them whispering I listen close I hear the truth Why am I so fucking dumb? It's prolly cause I'm fucking numb I'm fucking up I'm letting down Everyone I love I guess it isn't real I guess this is my first chapter Hope to live the next chapter I'm still trynna smoke away my feelings I can't let em in There all dead to me They sleep next to me They creep underneath My bed at night won't let me sleep So I guess that I'll just never see The truth behind the lies I live They cost me So I guess I'll never know Why I am the way I am The stories that I get to live I pray and hope one day to tell My soul is in needing help Can someone please come down and tell yea This could be my last breath This could be my last breath This could be my last breath I Just wanna know are you okay with it? Are you ok with it cause I'm not if I'm being honest I'm not letting my demons be free yea Cause I'm burning out every day I'm burning out I cannot escape yea my brain is insane yea Yea but this could be my last breath This could be my last breath are you ok with it yea I just want to know are you ok with it cause I'm not I don't know