Change up

It's me Look, I've been wanting to talk to you about it I don't know I just don't know that I can do this I mean, I like you I really, really do But I think you just are, I don't know I don't know See, I remember, Opened up my heart, I didn't reach you And after all the shit that I've been through, I couldn't teach you How to love a broken hearted nigga, I would see through I'm empty on the inside, so couldn't see my issues Loved every moment that we had, you were my equal I let them petty things get in the way, so ain't no sequel I was young and dumb, you knew I wasn't ready But I looked you in your eyes, promised you slow and steady Never could imagine I would move that fast, My heart was on my sleeve, and I knew it wouldn't last, And I wake up every morning and forget about the past, The only thing that matters, if you ever coming back, But no , you're never coming back You loved again first, someone else after that I told you to your face, your downgrade won't match We had some special, hope you never get it back Who I'm gonna love now, But I gave you all to me Who I'm gonna trust now, When love did this to me Say I ain't too good to know you girl, And take up all your time But at least you know I cared for you, At least you know I tried Now you wanna change up, Right when you wake up You're putting on your makeup, And you don't really say much So now you wanna change up, right when you wake up Girl you're putting on your makeup, And you're telling me don't wake up Oh yeah I mean, I appreciate it, I love that you're talking to me in that way But I'm just a little overwhelmed with it, So I think this is me just saying I gotta take a step back, Is it too late I know them same thoughts resonate, In your mind once or twice But you never let it play out, Looking at you now Who you was back then, Girl you change, ain't a damn thing I can say now, Say now Haven't loved nobody since you went and left my side I'm pushing everybody else out the way now, Way now Who hurt who Know them stories ain't true, But you can say whatever you wanna say now I just been on my shit, But I still talk about ya Not concerned who you with, Girl he just another dude Past transgressions hurt, I was there for you I added to your soul, Even though mine wasn't for you Running through my mind, You hate to say I told you Second guy failed , Cause he didn't really know you Looking at your pain, Girl I wish that I could hold you Maybe different now, But loving you is old news Who I'm gonna love now, Gave you all of me Who I'm gonna trust now, When love did this to me Said I hate to get to know you girl, And take up all your time But at least you know I cared for you, At least you know I tried Now you wanna change up, Right when you wake up You're putting on your makeup, And you don't really say much So now you wanna change up, Right when you wake up Girl you're putting on your makeup, And you're telling me don't wait up