Are You Okay?

Sometimes You have to do things Even if it means Leaving people behind Those who truly believe in you Will stick around! I thought long and hard About taking my shot in the dark Picking apart My rigorous past Convincing myself I would never go far Developing a bellowing Force against my inner being Leveling a menacing Remorse to my inner feelings Forever been an outcast searching for meaning Through all the work and my dreaming I’ve become part of my own healing Now that I’ve started its impossible to stop I’m so connected, I’m lining the dots I’ll be fine, I’ve moulded my rot Come to terms with the imperfections I got What we all have, But still judge one another for no reasons but class We deceive then we laugh I say we, cause we’re all on the same path, We’ve all endured pain in the past, With a mental stain that will last Engraved until we lay in our grave With the dreams that we should have made Instead most remain contained Bribed to stay, given minimum wage I just called to say Are you okay? ‘Cause It's been a while since we spoke last And I just want to know if you’re ok, We somehow drifted, because I went away. I just, wanted to get away And not be part of a virus There’s something contagious inside us Where we follow each other to the depths of wherever No matter wherever, wherever maybe A thought in the box led astray into the mainstream Fed a mouthful of lies to resist our daydreams Leaving an imprint restricting independent instinct Since a young age where we’re modified To be conveyed into work life Devalued and kept quiet, only talk when the time’s right Put a ball into a square hole and see if it fits nice If it does wave your wing to the right And make for the Brexit Out of my sight I need some headspace And meditate and soothe over this headache Separate from the copies they made Regenerate from the weight Insisted by the day I just want to be myself Free and blessed in health I just called to say Are you okay? ‘Cause It's been a while since we spoke last And I just want to know if you’re ok We somehow drifted, because I went away