Don't Give A Fuck No More

I've been writing for expression My only outlet to organise internal messes Pressing on my senses Creating a restless setting Stressing beyond questions Got me questioning my own questions Am I pursuing the right life for me? Am I passionate or addicted? Because it's getting too vague to see What was clear is turning to fear My doubts are weighing in And I feel too heavy to steer Refusing to crash but I'm all over the road Fighting for control Feeling like I wasted time Dawdling wasting half my life I got lost walking into living mediocre I had big dreams I guess sleep is almost over La la la La la la I don't give a f*ck no more La la la La la la I don't give a f*ck no more Diminishing images Got me dejected as I picture this How did my projections become so limited? My imagination was always wild Now I'm at a blockage tryna force a smile Feeling fake as f*ck as I try to fill this void I'm annoyed I always avoid How I really feel The struggle is real But I still fight I still move I don't flight I refuse to lose I got hope I got dreams But I'm not chasing They can come to me I'm done with this run I need a moment to breathe A moment to re visit What It really means to be me Quiet my mind and let be What ever will be La la la La la la I don't give a f*ck no more La la la La la la I don't give a f*ck no more