Fire in the Dawn

It's hard keep it simple When you're heart is in this shit I've acted kind of fickle as I've climbed up out abyss I admit I been kinda brutish Like I can do this But is it just a dream? Broken drifting down the stream Full of hopeless promises Broken stoic disembodiment in denial and defiant I riot in the silence While a virus sweeps Through these wires deep beneath the thickest skin I figured I've been witnessing my own peril Going mental Feeling ferrel I'm about to blow I don't know, what I've been thinking How'd I get so low? Disconnected with fatigue Tempted to give up and leave Now I'm done dealing This was never meant to be I've been awake for days I can barely move Locked in my mind with these demons inside What would you do? I've been fighting for so long! Now I'm close to giving up I thought I was mentally strong Guess I was wrong Sat feeling withdrawn What the hell is going on I feel the fire in the dawn Everyday I face this passion fading like erasing Creating plaintive pressure in sensitive places Laying upon this bed of nails Empaled to this jail Feeling kinda sick That I've been thinking this shit I've been running circles Out of breathe now I'm purple Hoping for reversal Manifest everything I worked for I'll be back, that's a fact Self-care's what I've lacked I'm the wolf without a pack Fractured but this is where I'm at I'm the master of my craft But still the student to the arts Feeling everything but running out of masks Let me take a second To Disconnect my tensions Reflect upon the lessons that taught me how to count my blessings I've been awake for days I can barely move Locked in my mind with these demons inside What would you do? I've been fighting for so long! Now I'm close to giving up I thought I was mentally strong Guess I was wrong Sat feeling withdrawn What the hell is going on I feel the fire in the dawn