The Ogre

I’m hella kind of feeling like I’m never gonna find the freedom To become who I want to be Lurking in these shadows searching for someone to love me unconditionally For the fact that mamma didn’t love me I was born a monster Abandoned to wander in my horrors Disfigured from the outer Something triggered my inner Bringing about this sickness As visions paint the perfect picture I’m hurting as they taint me as a perverted killer When I kill out of love It's a different kind of sinning when I’m singing to her All I need is her touch so don’t ever leave me again To gain all of your trust I’ll kill whoever you want You are the center of me, I'm the center of you Theres millions of women but none that will ever be you If they only understood why my love cuts so deep They won’t ever have to be afraid to fall in love with me I’m an open honest cut to the throat Absorbed in the hope of a petalless rose Laying in the cold on a dark night of October All you had to do was love The Ogre I did all I can do I didn’t want to harm you I opened up my heart With a piece that I carved you I did all I can do I didn’t want to harm you I opened up my heart With a piece that I carved you Rough love’s tough but it never had to be It was simple nothing was written in riddles, I showed integrity I put my strength in your heart And you just broke me in half Gave you all of my time with my body and mind Now I'm sad as you lay here cold, stiff in my arms With your eyes wide, bright blue looking so calm Again my struggle begins ‘cause again I’m alone I need three things, her warm heart, body and soul But I know where to go, my intuition will flow It will lead me to her, so I put on my coat Walk out of the door and into the cold Walk straight into the night to find the right woman to hold If they only understood why my love cuts so deep They won’t ever have to be afraid to fall in love with me I’m an open honest cut to the throat Absorbed in the hope of a petalless rose Laying in the cold on a dark night of October All you had to do was love The Ogre