Stop Playing

Five o'clock in the morning and I'm angry I'm so sick of you calling me crazy I told you that my heart was hurting But you don't listen to me Dealt with the lies I despised the deceptions Too many excuses for me There was never any competition Try to share my life You know why I hate you I thought we made a breakthrough You been, I been, hurt too I know No need to talk Save me your words and afterthoughts Of what it was Well now it ain't I Shrug it off You playing games You play your part you doing well Don't feel safe I can't sleep you can't tell One and the only reason was in your life just to make it better Disguising truth confusing me loving you Standing eye to eye not sharing the point of view true True intentions not mentioned I'm switching up the plans for two You do you and I'll do me Don't assume if ever had a handle on me Moving on I'm not taking any baggage with me Delusional acting like you never counted on me And now it doesn't even matter to me Painted the villain When all I wanted was love And I spare your feelings I know that's where I messed up When it comes to healing Still wishing you the best of love Just for the record No, I never switched up I told you that my heart was hurting But you don't listen to me Dealt with the lies I despised the deceptions Too many excuses for me There was never any competition Try to share my life you know why I hate you I thought we made a breakthrough You been, I been, hurt too I know You say you love me But action show differently Changing the subject when the question I'm trying to keep Peace in my heart from the start you were trying to leave Out in these streets but then questioning my loyalty Never took the time to notice me Hurt people hurt people happens historically Gave you my all you still searching for more of me Now our chemistry is memories I'm probably not the same to you Why don't you look at how you act Was it a game to you Opened up I never do But not the same for you Once was always on your mind But got too comfortable Hate to break it to you That I'm choosing me And when you were pursuing me You promised me that everything Was gonna be all right Only lies The expectation of perfection on my mind can't deny Find another heart to play with With your time I told you that my heart was hurting But you don't listen to me Dealt with the lies I despised the deceptions Too many excuses for me There was never any competition Try to share my life you know why I hate you I thought we made a breakthrough You been, I been, hurt too I know