Ain't Shit (feat. Aireuss)

Tell me where do I begin I drop the ball every time, don't know why I got problems, I admit It's never you, always me I'm the reason why I never would commit Every time a nigga try, it always just be me up in the end Ain't no excuse, I'll be the first to tell the truth Man I promise I ain't shit Love just feeling like it's always out of reach lately Maybe I ain't open to that "love is meek" statement Maybe it's a couple hoes I love to freak crazy Settle down, I wanna, history repeats daily Too emotional to show the darker parts of me Maybe I just love the sounds you make when I go deep Maybe I just like getting my back rubbed in my sleep Maybe I just like being alone, keeping my peace Cause somedays, my energy be darker than the deep Ocean currents, claim you get when it's just you and me Promise on my end it's genuine, never a game Your perspective different, man I doubt you say the same Know you probably hate the sounds of mentioning my name Maybe I'm the problem, guess I gotta take the blame Really if I could, a lot of shit that I'd change Tell me where do I begin I drop the ball every time, don't know why I got problems, I admit It's never you, always me I'm the reason why I never would commit Every time a nigga try, it always just be me up in the end Ain't no excuse, I'll be the first to tell the truth Man I promise I ain't shit And to be honest, nobody is Promise that I learned that when we was kids I'm the type to keep you on the low cause I don't like when people all in my biz, and when it ends, just say "it is what it is" Growing up, I was a sap nigga, a hopeless romantic Used to write poems bout girls and when I saw em, I panicked Had the biggest heart of all, but always felt I wasn't good enough Back at Central High, the girls ain't like me, wasn't hood enough True enough, I always had a problem with my confidence, but now I'm finding solace in every one of my accomplishments Bitches say that we ain't shit, and I'm starting to believe em But at the same time, they gotta look up in the mirror This goes out to all the girls that I probably mistreated I apologize, but hurt people hurt people Swear I gave heart out to some of the worst people They just loved the chase from me, but I am not a steeple I ain't shit, and I know it I'm just hoping when the right one comes along, I don't blow it Gon be hard to say I love her, but I promise just to show it And when I get right, I swear the whole world gon know it When I get right, I swear the whole world gon know it When I get right, I swear the whole world gon know it I ain't shit, I ain't I ain't shit, aye I ain't shit, I ain't shit