My Mind, I Must Escape!

I been having trouble sleeping Every night as I be laying in the dark, my thoughts be keeping me awake I think I hear somebody creeping I don't think that it's an actual intruder, though; it's probably just my fate Lately it's been hard to keep from weeping All the people I been grieving and believing that I am all my mistakes Too much pressure on me mane, I'm tryna lose some weight Outta all the things I hate, it's my mind I must escape Existential crisis out to get my peace of mind Feeling like I got off track, remember when I was aligned Feeling like my name was Atlas with the world on my spine I just wonder when my time will come and what I'll leave behind Like what if I died today? What if somebody decided to slide today? What if you told me you loved me and lied today? I already cried today I just wanna hideaway The closest one to me pushed me to the side today I keep my head down because I don't want you looking in my eyes today Daydreaming just to get away, I need a cheap vacation Rolling up and loading up 2k because I need escaping Starting to feel alone, I guess it's part of the awakening Only God can judge me, true, but only I can save me I been having trouble sleeping Every night as I be laying in the dark, my thoughts be keeping me awake I think I hear somebody creeping I don't think that it's an actual intruder, though; it's probably just my fate Lately it's been hard to keep from weeping All the people I been grieving and believing that I am all my mistakes Too much pressure on me mane, I'm tryna lose some weight Outta all the things I hate, it's my mind I must escape I been having trouble sleeping Every night as I be laying in the dark, my thoughts be keeping me awake I think I hear somebody creeping I don't think that it's an actual intruder, though; it's probably just my fate Lately it's been hard to keep from weeping All the people I been grieving and believing that I am all my mistakes Too much pressure on me mane, I'm tryna lose some weight Outta all the things I hate, it's my mind I must escape