Wonderful World

Why do I feel so alone?... Okay I'm really not alone But it just feels like I'm alone, it's like I really don't belong My insecurities is here, so I'm not really on my own Blowing 50k a year, for a Morehouse that's not a home I don't really like the vibe here, feels like I gotta hide here Been up here for 2 years, I can truly say I tried here Emotionally, mentally, spiritually tired here I honestly don't even think niggas would care if I died here And I'm just tryna find my place But the only girl I trust is like a million miles away Okay only really like 200 but that's besides the case I'm just hoping the distance don't cause that love to fade away And I wanna talk to God but we ain't talked in so long Probably looking down ashamed cause I ain't singing His songs My mama probably wonder where she went wrong But it's on me cause if I fail, I wanna do it on my own And you ever hear this song, I apologize to you I'm sorry for never telling you that what I be going through Got enough on ya own plate , so if you take my portion too Be like 19 years ago when you was eating for two For 9 months you carried me, hoping you'd never bury me Yeah I know that thought was scary, you're hoping one day I marry But I saw what happened to y'all's, that ain't the move Cause you gave your all to him and look what he did to you Little brother now, trifling ass potential step mother now I guess my dad just saw more in her, and still I wonder how I know you love Malik, but you can do without Mia Her vibe is just toxic, my little brother don't need it I'm tryna do better I hope y'all see it I always say I'm straight but I just can't imagine how Cause I just see my dad's demons, standing with my past's demons Standing with the bullshit I'm handling right now What a wonderful world What I really need y'all to understand is that I already understand that y'all don't understand me at all So, hopefully y'all feel me I don't feel right here, I guess this is life here What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world I guess I deserve it, I guess this is worth it What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world Why do I feel so alone? Kendrick said we gon be alright, but I don't think that I'ma be alright What a wonderful world Why do I feel so alone?