Bitter

I have so many plans I'm losing motivation for I just wanna fast forward 10 years in the future I can't show affection very well hope you know I love you I love you I love you I do But my head's caught in a fight between right now with you by my side And if the future is looking bright Oh but I'm tryna live in the moment Cause I don't wanna be bitter I don't wanna be bitter I don't want you to be bitter I don't want you to be bitter I don't want you feeling used or holding a grudge I'm tryna make sense of all these fucking ideas and thoughts But everytime you look at me the sadness lingers Cause I don't touch you anymore My head's caught in between whether I should leave or stick it out to see What we could be Oh but I'm tryna live in the moment Cause I don't wanna be bitter I don't wanna be bitter I don't want you to be bitter I don't want you to be bitter But I remember the first time You bought me flowers and I cried Because I fell in love on that stupid night Oh and you came crashing in when I swear I didn't need you And now if I fucking leave you I'm always gonna need you And then I'll be And then I'll be bitter And then I'll be bitter And then I'll be bitter And then I'll be bitter Cause I put myself first