An Anti-Love Song

What the f*ck I be doing Why do I love When I know it just End up in shatters and ruins Why do I love when I know that the reason I’m leaving is because of my heart feeling truant Why do I have all the feelings And never be healing And f*ck up my health I ain’t cooling Stay in my blues, when I’m getting my gold Thinking about all them trojans When I be a bruin Who would’ve thought That the feeling of love Could’ve ever Just caused all of this feeling of scare I get all jealous when I see a couple I’m dying alone when I see a pair They looking cute, doing cute couple things I wish I could relive all the things I could bare But I be scared of a marriage Cuz really we know That we one day we gon get affairs We gon spend all of this money All thousands and hundreds For flowers and dresses, a marriage We gon spend all of this money All thousands and hundreds For diapers, a baby, a carriage We gon spend all of this money All thousands and hundreds For our love between us to perish That little ring on your hand After files and files You might as well call it disparage Overhyped and it’s feeling is potent F*ck the life, cuz you know there ain’t tokens I don’t like, really feeling heartbroken I can’t speak, when I’m feeling I’m choking Open up, even though that you closing No need, with a bottle of a lotion My time, and the others just stolen F*ck the love causing all this emotion